她躺在床上，坐在窗台附近抱起猫叹气，抱起她的猫把脸埋入她的身体里，她的体毛飞进她的肺里。猫给予她精神上的安慰，她吸进去的毛变化成彩色的液体或是羽毛变成粉色的爱心进入她的身体 桓做过的事情就是青春期普通小孩的事情 比如
烟酒 熬夜 吃很多甜食，但她不想死那么快也会朋克养生，比如抽烟然后给自己泡杯菊花茶什么的，出去按摩也会早睡。大部分时候她觉得那些乌烟瘴气的东西要随时吞灭她一样，她觉得说不定她死后动物吃一口她的肉身体都防腐了 她的肺部带着尼吉丁，吃一口会爆墨汁，里面夹杂着绿褐色的烟草水，她的大腿全是果糖和山梨酸钾和反式脂肪，她的血液早流淌着一堆色素和添加剂，变的花花绿绿的 ，她会和别人说这是自己有个性色彩斑斓的一面 她的大脑已经装满了不少的废料，让她痛苦不堪，脑袋里的废料烟花似的爆满炸开。

She lies in bed, sits near the windowsill and picks up her cat and sighs, picks up her cat and buries her face in her body, her body hair flying into her lungs. The cat gives her mental comfort and the fur she inhales changes into colored liquid or the feathers turn into pink love into her body Huan has done things that normal kids do during adolescence like
Smoking, drinking, staying up late, eating a lot of sweets, but she does not want to die so quickly will also punk health, such as smoking and then make yourself a cup of chrysanthemum tea or something, go out for a massage will also go to bed early. Most of the time she felt that those ooze things to swallow her at any time, she felt that maybe after she died animals eat a bite of her meat body are embalmed Her lungs with nigidine, a bite will burst ink, which is mixed with green-brown tobacco water, her thighs are full of fructose and potassium sorbate and trans fat, her blood flowed early a bunch of pigments and additives, turning greenish, she would say with others This is the colorful side of her own personality Her brain has been filled with a lot of waste, making her painful, her head of waste fireworks-like burst full of explosions.