The name of my work is primitive Desire. The topic we want to talk about is a person who was raped as a child and subtly changed their sexual orientation, and we want to talk about the huge impact of the so-called “first time.” This time, the sexual orientation of her (him) own genes and the dopamine stimulated, again and again, make her (him) overturn their cognition and lose direction again and again. Every time they think rape, will feel sick and struggles countless times in their heart. Also, after the stimulation of sexual assault, the psychological trauma of the victim will be left, resulting in various manifestations of inferiority, autism, and precocity. Sadly, some people come to know their sexuality the way of rape.